work life (2)

feels like sooooooooooooo long since the last post.
how long is it again?
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3 days? oh ok. it was long enough.

yeah, back to the story when i was waiting for the call. however, i was waiting for it like a hundred year, and i felt like i was getting fooled once again. waiting for something unsure. it was more than 24 hours that i was waiting and in the next day, i was like screw them. i will reject their offer since i was waiting for so long! i didn't shower, and i was worked out. after that, i decided to help mom deposited in the bank. Until i got there, i was on list, waiting and got bored. so, i checked my phone and got 2 missed calls from an unseved number. I didn't save the number and decided to call back. but no one answered it. it was about 5 seconds after i hung up, the number called back. and a guy spoke. i was so nervous i decided to answer it after 3 beeps. (yeah! so lol!)
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it was from the hospital. they said they was considering me to fulfilled the empty position and the wanted me to go immediately to the hospital, bring 700rb for medical check up test. all the thing i had on my mind was like "WHAT THE FUCK? I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING ELSE AND IT IS ABOUT LIKE 2 SEATS BEFORE MY NUMBER IS CALLED AND YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE AND RUNNING TO HOSPITAL? beside, you want me to bring 700rb like right away? you think those are small amount of money that i can get in a blink of eye? WHY THE FUCK YOU DIDN'T CALL ME YESTERDAY INSTEAD? WHY NOW WHEN I AM READY TO MOVING ON?" then, instead of saying those curse, i was saying...

"I'LL BE THERE RIGHT AWAY, SIR!"
yeah. pathetic.
and now, i am working in one of the hospital in Mataram on IT unit. I thanks God for everything i got now, for everything He gave me. for every facility and simplicity i got. :)

work life

hai fellas!

O MY GOD!~

it feels totally like a long long time since the last post (i actually couldnt remember until i looked it back and the time gaps is huge lol!)

well well, what did i miss? well, actually a lot of ceremony and a lot of events has been passed and i missed writing it down like i usually do. struggling with skripshit, graduation ceremony, 3 months of being unemployment until a job vacancy is openly announced and i applied and thanks God i passed it until psychology test. well, i failed in the interview section and it was sad. totally. 

hmmm

tbh, it was not a total failed. i was on the third rank but it would be only 2 person will be accepted. so yeah, i just so sad my eyes out and hope one of 2 people above me will literally get a bunch of money out of nowhere and decide to go travelling around the word instead of taking the job. it's really a true story fellas! 

it was a hard time for me and i was down, my parent couldn't do much at the time because anything that come out from their mouth will actually hurt me. i just feel so much down because all the thing i can think at the time was about i let them down, i disappointed them. it was happening for almost 3 days. 

and it was started with a phone call. My best friend called saying that the first rank resign from the job vacancy eventho it's only one test left (medical check up test which i think it's only a formal thing to be passed because most of the participant will pass that shit). he resign because he is actually a master student and he is working on his thesis. He beg for 2 weeks that he could back to Java and finish his thesis. i mean it's only 2 weeks. it's not like a year, tho. but the director didn't gave him a chance. so yeah. my best friend told me it could be me to be called in a few hours and would be called to the hospital immediately. i was surprised. indeed.

i was waiting passionately. second by second, minute my minute, and hour by hour but still. my HP didnt ring. i was wondering, was it because of the signal or what? well. i got depressed once again. 

to be continue...