hypocrite

when i look my self in a mirror,
i see a litle girl who really strong and cheerful
i see a litle girl who really care to everyone
a girl whom i actually don't sure who?

but when i try hard to look her heart and her feeling by the mirror, i couldn't
too hard
it's not because it was unpredictable and can't be seen.
it just because the girl can hide it perfectly.

when i asked the girl about her feeling, she answered "i'm okay!"
when i asked the girl about her feeling for the second times, she answered "u don't need to be worry"
but, when i asked the girl with the same question for the third times, she answered "do i have to tell u?"
and the girl begin to cry

is the girl such as a HYPOCRITE?
i asked that question?
but she cry loudly
she answered me "i'm crying because a hypocrise :'("

then, the girl told me about her feeling
when she has many friends surrounding her,
but when the girl doing something ridiculous, they get mad.
no word, no comunication anymore.

but when her friend need help
they will come abd asked for help to the girl.
the girl has no strenght to reject.
but she sick of answered "YES"

i asked the girl how the trouble started?
she answered by question "you know clearly how it begin"
i know.
because when i see the girl costumed by same clothes with the same color with me.

and i don't know, when the girl start crying again, i started the same thing.

because
she is ME :'(