hi folkss!
wassup ??
really miss ya,
it almost a month for to back from my down-ness :(
for now, i wanna tell ya that im really wondering for the OKK, what could i say it ya? Well, it looks like bullying for the new-college’s student, and unfortunety, i always feel creepy, not only for the college’s student, but also, for the juniour and seniour’s student.
Actually, for almost all of my new-friends (at that time), the OKK is a common things to passed, but how ever, for me it’s the entirety new life. I’ll pass all my school-time wd them, and it takes 3 years at least. Ahh,
All the i think is : can i get many friends there?, will they app me as their friend? Will, the ask me to chat and doing any conv. First? Will the treat me nicely?
Ahhh!
All the quests are unconditionaly appears in my dream!
Unconditionaly!
Everyone says : it’s ok, u r friendly, u have to believe that u can handle all of that probs, im sure that u’ll fit them in a minute. !!
But i cant make it sure, u know? I’ll become so friendly when they treat me nicely. See? But the dont fit me and always glance at me, say behind me, i cant make it sure that the 4 years-colleges me will be as good as you think.
The another reasons is : i doubt that they will app me as they app their same-religion’s friends. I really do!
Aw! Im soo depressing. I dont know what to do. I wanna them gimme the suggestion not only abd : i can handle this. But i wanna them gimme the another way, abd how if
i can’t handle this?
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