okay whatever. its not like someone is gonna missing the post i put here. :(
just in case someone is missing me and another crazy things i've up to, for information, i am struggling with soooo many thoughts on my mind. now, i am a very old and senior student on the university i mean i am on the last year and i dont know what to do. well, beside a lot of the paper i need to finish (skripshit!), i have so many thinks on my mind. here some of them ...
1. bitch is around.
i dont wanna be rough and rude, but i am surrounded by many or maybe a bunch of bitch. why i call em bitch and what is exactly "bitch" i'm talking about here? oh well, the bitch i'm talking about here not bitch bitch. i never meet someone who is bitch like directly before. i mean if i do, it will be OK. i dont mind. that's their choosing of life. they have full of right of choosing what they think is right and do it. that's their life. oh maybe we can just forget a moment about how they are going to be responsible of what they've done on the next life but actually, they are going to face it. not us. i will never judge em (actually, i wont like directly, LOL). ohhhhkay (seems like we all away from what we actually going to talk). the bitch i am talking about here is a buch of people (not that bunch actually, it's just some kind of one or two). she here, is actually a close friend of mine. i mean, she is pretty close to me and sometime, we hang out together. we talk about so many things and we even sleep on the same bad on a time or two. but i wont deny that sometimes, i dont like her. well, not sometimes, she is actually pretty annoying. she talk about people a lot and spread so many negative energy that i cant stand for it. OK. why is she turning into someone i really hate is because one day, i am decide to go to DPS with some of my pawls, and we are not ask her to go with us. why is that? well, it's pretty much because she is one of the people that live ON THE HOUSE. why i capitalizing it is because i mean she is live with people that have nothing to do unless quipping and speak of another people on their back. i was afraid that if we back home late like 8 PM and she will be punished and scolded by the people and blame us, uh well, i really dont mind if they are going to blame us or something because we are not doing something wrong. we are not going to be whore or murder someone there huh?! but i really hate all the complicated situation. if you know what i mean.
so we decided to leaved her behind without telling her the reason. we were trying to keep her feeling and dont wanna make her offense. but somehow, all our effort turn into something she gets wrong. urgh! dont know! dont care! she is like updated her status several times talking about how disappointing her to us. urgh! im too lazy for searching another excuse. so i prefer to keep silent and leave the problem behind. it will be fade away. she is going to calm. idontknow when. sooner or later, she will. but until that time come, i prefer to post some of the proof that we really have a good time together in DPS. check check!!
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