work life

hai fellas!

O MY GOD!~

it feels totally like a long long time since the last post (i actually couldnt remember until i looked it back and the time gaps is huge lol!)

well well, what did i miss? well, actually a lot of ceremony and a lot of events has been passed and i missed writing it down like i usually do. struggling with skripshit, graduation ceremony, 3 months of being unemployment until a job vacancy is openly announced and i applied and thanks God i passed it until psychology test. well, i failed in the interview section and it was sad. totally. 

hmmm

tbh, it was not a total failed. i was on the third rank but it would be only 2 person will be accepted. so yeah, i just so sad my eyes out and hope one of 2 people above me will literally get a bunch of money out of nowhere and decide to go travelling around the word instead of taking the job. it's really a true story fellas! 

it was a hard time for me and i was down, my parent couldn't do much at the time because anything that come out from their mouth will actually hurt me. i just feel so much down because all the thing i can think at the time was about i let them down, i disappointed them. it was happening for almost 3 days. 

and it was started with a phone call. My best friend called saying that the first rank resign from the job vacancy eventho it's only one test left (medical check up test which i think it's only a formal thing to be passed because most of the participant will pass that shit). he resign because he is actually a master student and he is working on his thesis. He beg for 2 weeks that he could back to Java and finish his thesis. i mean it's only 2 weeks. it's not like a year, tho. but the director didn't gave him a chance. so yeah. my best friend told me it could be me to be called in a few hours and would be called to the hospital immediately. i was surprised. indeed.

i was waiting passionately. second by second, minute my minute, and hour by hour but still. my HP didnt ring. i was wondering, was it because of the signal or what? well. i got depressed once again. 

to be continue...